Friday, February 24, 2017

Spaced out evening

24th feb 207

In the middle of bugis.

Mind Starting to space out.


Wednesday, February 22, 2017

Wednesday, pls give me Super Strengtg

22nd Feb 2017.

Strength. I need alot of strength. Alot of luck. Please bless me with the unspoken strength to be strong, to be powerful.

I am mentally running like a train.

I need to be super productive, and super effective and efficient.

God, give and bless me the things i want and work so hard in life.


Thursday, February 16, 2017

Thurs Tired

16th Feb 2017

Tried tried tried. 

Yes I am tired. Having to put up with all the scarsm around me.

Just so very tired.

Pls let it be a smooth month ahead.

Tuesday, February 14, 2017

Vday 2017 thank u

14th feb 2017

Thank u for all the blessing. I am counting my blessings. Nvm my admin girl is preg.

I am happy i got u steve n us.

Thank u 2017.


Happy v day

Monday, February 13, 2017

Monday night strong

Monday 13th feb 2017

Thank u guys.

I am gg to bed now after 3 minature bot of rum and a can of tiger.



Best Regards

A bitter Mask on a Monday

13th Feb 2017

My admin girl is pregnant. Of cos i congratulated her. But deep inside my heart, there is an unexplainable tireness/envy in me, that i find it very hard to explain.

Whole day my mood is like a super yo yo, super up, super down. But when i deal with people at work, i am the professional me.

So stressed that I binge eat during lunch.

Now is end of day already.

I put down my bag, I take off my mask.

All I want now is to get myself drunk.

But i really dunno.

Mentally I am tired. Seriously going super mental.

God, when will you ever give me an answer? Or the answer is already right in front of me?


Saturday, February 11, 2017

I am so de drunk

11 feb 2017


All becos of ytd

Yes... All beoc so ytd, 7th feb tue night. i have tried so hard with U, yet u crippled me like a useless piece of shit.... Seriously steve.... Why...

Can we not try harder to make it happen...

A new chapter in our life...

Friday, February 10, 2017

Hi Friday Feb 2017

10 Feb 2017
Friday. already.

It has been a turmoil week. Whatever fight with Steve earlier this week, I choose to forget.

Tomorrow i am going to siam the bbq event, just because i really don't like the rob' family. Kids wife n guy all too arrogant already. But they are rich, so rich people have the right to look down on common people like me.

Today, I wish for a more fruitful day like ytd.

This weekend, I wish I can not touch a single drop of drink, and tell myself that I accomplish at least something.

God, please bless me with strength and good luck ever.