Friday, February 24, 2017
Wednesday, February 22, 2017
Strength. I need alot of strength. Alot of luck. Please bless me with the unspoken strength to be strong, to be powerful.
I am mentally running like a train.
I need to be super productive, and super effective and efficient.
God, give and bless me the things i want and work so hard in life.
Posted by 雪儿 at 7:32 am
Thursday, February 16, 2017
Tuesday, February 14, 2017
Monday, February 13, 2017
13th Feb 2017
My admin girl is pregnant. Of cos i congratulated her. But deep inside my heart, there is an unexplainable tireness/envy in me, that i find it very hard to explain.
Whole day my mood is like a super yo yo, super up, super down. But when i deal with people at work, i am the professional me.
So stressed that I binge eat during lunch.
Now is end of day already.
I put down my bag, I take off my mask.
All I want now is to get myself drunk.
But i really dunno.
Mentally I am tired. Seriously going super mental.
God, when will you ever give me an answer? Or the answer is already right in front of me?
Posted by 雪儿 at 5:56 pm
Saturday, February 11, 2017
Friday, February 10, 2017
It has been a turmoil week. Whatever fight with Steve earlier this week, I choose to forget.
Tomorrow i am going to siam the bbq event, just because i really don't like the rob' family. Kids wife n guy all too arrogant already. But they are rich, so rich people have the right to look down on common people like me.
Today, I wish for a more fruitful day like ytd.
This weekend, I wish I can not touch a single drop of drink, and tell myself that I accomplish at least something.
God, please bless me with strength and good luck ever.
Posted by 雪儿 at 7:15 am