Wednesday, November 15, 2017

I have failed

15th nov 2017, wed.

I have failed, in many ways.

As a cook, as a some1to u.

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Friday, October 13, 2017

Comfort food on friday

13th oct friday


My comfort food on a fucked up moody friday.


Froday 13th Oct 2017 - Max ennui

13th Oct 2017

Whenever i see myself revisit here, is never a good thing.

I am very emo today.

Just leave me alone for this weekend.

I am taking a break.


Best Regards

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Gime strength to walk thru

Best Regards

Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Envy is eating me max into Ennui

20 sep 2017

Heavy rain. Is been awhile. I see this married couple friend succeed in life. She married a man who has very strong business ideas and now her pictures are all over the place in magazines.

So envy.

When will be my turn to shine?

Mentally exhuasted.


Best Regards

Saturday, August 19, 2017

Aug 2017, milestone.I am going fishing

19 aug 2017.

Today many people bday. One ex fling from uni biking days, 1 gd frend from jc. For some reason 19th aug I always rem is their bday everyyear. No special reason.

Otw to harbourfront. Junping on the boat to batam.

House renovation has already kick start into 6th day already.

Time to let go and enjoy myself in batam.

Till then.

Spa shop sing eat.


Best Regards

-------- Original message --------
From: Michelle Hu <>
Date: 28/07/2017 21:51 (GMT+08:00)
Subject: Saturday already, Please let me be stronger and More Resilient

18th Feb 2017

I need to be strong.

Let this weekend be a quiet peaceful non irritating weekend for me.

Friday, July 28, 2017

Saturday already, Please let me be stronger and More Resilient

18th Feb 2017

I need to be strong.

Let this weekend be a quiet peaceful non irritating weekend for me.

Happy Birthday to Me, another fruitless year


Tired. Been a long week of trying. Mentally exhuasted. Today is my day, happy to have my families n loved 1s all with me.

Am happy but hope i wish i have a fruitful year ahead.


Milestone 2017 - ☺ Part 1 ☺

28th July 2017
Super heaty weather, feel almost faint n dizzy.

Showered. Chilling in my almost 80% emptied out room, aircon blastin, hair waiting to dry after shower as always.

Today, is a milestone of the year 2017 for me.

Finally sorted out all the things i needed to before the commencement of the renovation in the middle of next aug, which starts 14th aug.

Been a hectic week:

Monday Signed on the dotted line with my ID (after Almost 3months of talking). Paid 10% deposit. Ouch.

Tuesday started reaching out to almost all the banks in Singapore for loan and today the banker called back to inform that she received all the documents and will help to process my application. Nice.

Yesterday yet spent another 2hours walking thru to talk to yet another potential candidate electrician who definitely seem more clued up compared to the another dude, so aka highly likely switching over to this new guy instead.

Today been a final showdown cum negotiation with a Mover cum Storage Solution company which i have been whatsapping over the past 2weeks. Finally paid the $100 deposit today to secure the date time slot after she agreed to my counter-discounted price which I find it reasonable and not super 离谱。

Yes, Friday is here, as i am writing now. I Accomplished my missions.

I am relieved and happy.

All the primary outsourcing are finalised. Now i can move on to concentrate the next phase of the renovation which is the selections of all the fixtures and shit.

I am definitely more relaxed now, that all the big tricky "problems" are been taken care of.

I can breathe.

With a happy smile.

:) 😄😄😄😄

Tgif, really, tgif.