Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Sad tired Can i just walk away?


sad... veey tired.... coming end.. of May

23 May 2018

Lying on the crutch bed, with all the.needles on my belly and legs. the heat lamp over my belly.

feeling very tired. this is the dunno how many visit already and yet still no gd news.

feel like giving up.

feeling very sad with my situation.

i just feel super tired. i dunno how and when this will pay off.

now that my hp has changed to new 1 for almost 1 week, i am slowly crawling bk here as often as i can to relieve my unspoken pain.

God pls alleviate me from all this agony.

Thursday, May 17, 2018

17 May 2018,new hp new life

17 may 2018

new hp. finally after like 4 years i think. samsung note  4 about to up lorry. this lovely redmi note 5 came just in time. still trying to get used to the "shorter" keyboard.

hope i will get used to it soon.

this new gadget setup already drain my brain like a bitch.

getting old for new gadgets.


Sunday, May 13, 2018

Happy Mothers Day 2018 to all people who can be mothers

13th May 2018



Was already awake at 8am. Been awake on n off for the whole night. Blame on the stupid hot weather for the past 2 weeks that lead to my flu cough and almost fever for the past few days.

Today is mothers day, but i have to stay rest in until i recover properly. Because of this flu shit, my period has been delayed by 2 days now. Not good. My cycle is thrown all over.

Feeling tired and exhausted. 

Sometimes i just wish all these troubles and worries will go away.

I wish i am just taken care of, like a happy rich tai tai, rather than me having to take care of every1 else.

I am really really tired.

Some1 please get me out of here.


Friday, May 04, 2018

May 2018, 1st Friday

4th May 2018

Feeling very comfy.
Is raining super heavy.
What tomorrow comes, let it be.

Into Saturday.

Monday, April 16, 2018

Mon new purpose April 2018

16th Apr 2018

Going to focus on the solution.

Jiayou M

New week ahead.

Friday, April 13, 2018

Tgif, jiayou M

13th April 2018

Fri the 13th.

Dear god pls let this weekend pass without any hiccups or surprise blood shed attack on me and none of the drama rama....