Saturday, September 24, 2016

Saturday sept Peace

24th sept 2016.

Like wakijg up feeling sober and not hangovery compared to last sat.

Yes... last weekend F1 was very fun... but... i am trying to enjoy the sobery me now.

I am finding peace.

Let this weekend be a super good and surprising one starting from this moment.


Sunday, September 18, 2016

18 sept 2016

Just woke up and was freaking out. Dun rem how we got back ytd. First thing that went thru my head was that I seriously ope i didn't piss him off again.

Like for the first time in my life, i was actually really like fucking freaking out. 

I need to remember this feeling. I need to stop hurting people with my nonsense drunken state.

And thank god for giving me such good frends to take care of me.

But really, god, pls give me a good reason of excuse to stop drinking soon.

Can save me 1 or 2nd time. But cannot save me everytime.

Thank you for everything that make me so pretty and smooth for the past 2 nights.

I woke up with no hangover somemore for the first time in many years.

I am actually starting to like champagne.

Thanks again my frends and god.

I really appreciate.


Thursday, September 15, 2016

Moment when, I enjoy being Alone.

15th Sep 2016

Just outta shower. Feels calm and peaceful. Like the feeling of alone. Where i can finally shed off that laughing face and be my ownself again.

Where i can pause for a moment, to try to be happy and bringing up other people's spirits and once again, be myself finally towards the end of the night.

Peaceful until, i dun feel the urge to open that bottle of sake.

Becos tomorrow is friday. Party night, party weekend. If I survive tomorrow night, i hope i make it to the party the day after.

One more day to F1. One more day to reveal myself and enjoy the hella of a weekend.

Party time is here.

Sleep early tonight and no drinking. 

Be a racer queen beauty tomorrow and for the weekend.


Be strong and positive Thursday

15th sept 2016,


1 more day to F1. And a crazy VIP party over the weekend.

Let it be a smooth and happy 1.

Let me clear all my pending work so I can be out of office by today.


Friday, September 02, 2016

Friday here again...

Sep 2nd 2016

Finally friday is here. So close to freedom.

Let friday be a good one.


Thursday, August 25, 2016

Enjoying chilling with my babe

25th aug 2016

Chilling with rum and soda with my girl roommate now. Been having so much fun chilling with her for weeks. Abit upset thats shes leaving soon. But what to do. Life has to go on. No wonder people can turn lesbian. I can almost understand why.

Life is a bitch.

I hope ti gong makes life easier for me moving forward.

M is chilling

Love ma thursday.

Monday, August 22, 2016

God, pls bless me a smooth happy untiring week ahead

22 aug 2016

Feelig like not enuff sleep again.
I wish for a smooth week ahead, and no weekend events ok.

I just want to chill recover.

Hope this will be a good week.

Hope 7th month ends soon.


Friday, July 22, 2016

My wish for 2nd half 2016

Happy for the first time in this July 2016

22nd jul 2016
Friday. Somemore is on a friday. Than

It has been a roller coaster July for me. Like super rotting super depressing super viking ride, got high and low. To the point even eating super nice dinner on my birthday also couldnt feel the atmosphere.

I am someone who likes unresolved shit continue bothering my mind until at the end of the day, each day, until the day it is really resolved.

We managed to find a good replacement for 2nd day. Although barrier language ( cant speak chinese), there is nth i can hiam so far about him. Willing to learn, strong, gd manners, dun mind extra work at times or the hours, he is the one that has finally put a smile on my day for the first time in this birthday month of mine.

Yea, only 2nd day. Can't really tell. I just hope he can continue to grow with us. If he continues and is willing to learn, i'll make sure he won't be left behind when we start walking out of that thundercloud into the summer land.

I just wish ti gong will continue to bless us who treasure this business into the sunshine ahead of the slow market ahead.

I wish everything will just shun shun li li.

Mich is happy mentally for the first time in seemingly so long this july.

Happy birthday to me.